When you see fade she looks so dumb, like the uploaded the picture on a pc from 1999, was the character rushed or smth? why does it look like that

I find myself crouching whenever I get into a gunfight, and this generally gets me headshot because people aim for the body. I’ve tried unbinding my CTRL key multiple times, and this does result in me not getting instakilled 50% of the time...

I'm happy that I've been climbing a lot recently. I've gone from ascendant 2 to imm2 this act. Maybe its because I'm not being patient enough but I'm still getting the same type/rank of players in my games as I was when I was ascendant 2....