I have ranked anxiety. I am good in unrated and deathmatch but when I get a bad pistol round or my teammate says something toxic to me, I second guess everything I do and don't play aggressively as I normally do. I want to fix this problem...

I am curious about this, do you guys rather hold them hostage with the hope of winning of just ff and not risk them tilting? What circumstances could change your decision, if there is any? Like maybe you would ff if it's a 1-12 match but...