The title says it all basically. Some of the games in gold you’ll play will be extremely fun, close, tactical games where everyone knows what they’re doing and your actually competing. You feel like everyone is relatively evenly matched and...

I’m currently hard stuck silver who typically middle frags. I don’t tend to carry games. I practice aim labs all the time but I lose most gun fights. I’m in need of some serious help.

I have ranked anxiety. I am good in unrated and deathmatch but when I get a bad pistol round or my teammate says something toxic to me, I second guess everything I do and don't play aggressively as I normally do. I want to fix this problem...