I would like to note that I have played Valorant for a year, have progressed to Ascendant and that I truly like this game in its fundamentals. However, I am just not able to play any game without being the most useless player you have ever seen. The biggest problem I have right now is mainly that I cannot play the game without just getting frustrated, or honestly just getting sad. I really like the game, but I just can't watch myself be so absolutely terrible at it. I know I am Ascendant, but I don't think that is by far deserved. I think the issue is for the biggest part a mental one, but I just can't fix that myself. I am aware that for example kills aren't everything, but seeing myself at the bottom all the time just seriously impacts me (especially when you get called out for it all the time). So if anyone knows how to help me with this I would be very grateful.