I feel like ever since I hit Ascendant my RR gains are little less than my losses, even though I’m somewhat climbing

(16-19 rr for a win, 19-23 rr for a loss)

Is this normal? I solo queue most of the time so no one “boosts” me, nor do I ever want to be boosted

So far my act triangle has only been Ascendant this act, so I’m doing pretty all right.

I’m sick of the whole “low MMR” bullshit because fuck what the game thinks about me lol, I’m just out here trying my best and the game just decides to underreward me