I eventually got over it and I started to play ranked, but now I can't solo q because I get so nervous of what people think of me during a game and if I do bad, if I have to use voice coms... etc. :(

I retyped this post 5 times because I kept overthinking... I guess that can give you a feel on how anxious I am.

Does anyone have advice for me? Did anyone else feel like this? I was bronze 2, I stopped playing for a while and when you don't play for a while you lose your rank. I played a game then I got promoted to silver 2... I didn't even top frag... or second frag... or third frag... I did the 5th in the lobby and got carried by my teammates.

I tried to start comp but I can't...