I can't get myself to play even a spike rush if I don't have at least 2 people on discord I can chat with, how do you keep yourself interested in the game when people won't talk to you?

I play on a very good network, my Ping is in average 5. Almost in every single game I play people are shocked at my ping that sometimes can go as low as 3. This is perceived to be a major advantage and technically speaking it should be. Th...