Today I was 1 game away from my promotion to Platinum, then it all goes down hill with a 5 loss streak and even a game were we had 3 AFKs and lost 2-13 with a surrender.

This is pretty average for me, and despite trying to convince myself it’s just a game it does toy with my emotions a little and makes me wanna cry.

Why does this have to happen, I perform quite well and my gamesense is pretty good, I give comms, do lineups and setups, aim and preaim pretty well achieving essential frags for my team (yet I still am not able to see progress for months)

This makes me tired and exhausted of playing, with my battle pass and contracts of my agents done the ranked grind is all that’s enjoyable for me.

I am always working on improving the way I play, but non of it seems to help me get out besides demoting.

I understand there are tons of posts similar to mine, but regardless I needed to share this. I feel hopeless, what do I do?