So this starts when my mom gets high fever and it does not reside without medications. So we go to the doctor and get her checked for Covid. So we perform tests and come home. I am 22 and I am watching my mother get old in front of my eyes and I kid you not it feels SO FUCKING BAD !!! My mom knows that I love her a lot and I can't tell her because I can't express my feelings. Anyways, this whole fucking day, I am praying that the result turns out to be negative. At night, I feel really disgusted, but my mom was on medication so her fever resided. Knowing this I get some relief and to distract myself I play a game of valorant. Unrated obviously. ** At first no one talks and then I start to pop off. Bear in mind that there was still the thought of my mother being positive lingering somewhere at the back of my mind. And at one point, I mess up really bad. This reyna in our team, just says, 'if you are not okay, it's okay, you do not need to push yourself, you've done enough, you are legit motivated.' This is where I start crying. Reyna if you see this post ever, you were one stranger and you saying this really made my day. Thank you. <3 And my mum tested negative btw !!