Is it possible to find full videos of individual pro players' (with comms and everything) from tournaments? We see good plays they make etc. but I want to see raw footage to see how they are thinking/communicating with their teams to unders...

Today I was 1 game away from my promotion to Platinum, then it all goes down hill with a 5 loss streak and even a game were we had 3 AFKs and lost 2-13 with a surrender. This is pretty average for me, and despite trying to convince myself...