Everytime I lose a gun fight I hate myself for it. Everytime some hiding I'm a corner kills me I get so angry. I just hate myself everytime I make a mistake in this game. I don't get why. I can play street fighter and lose to someone for hours and enjoy it the whole time. Overwatch and league of legends don't even get to me like this. Just sitting here an hour after playing my last game makes me feel like I'm going to vomit