Nothing. I've learned pain. I've learned what misery and despair is.

I feel it in my flesh, in my bones, that I shall never leave this hell.

I shall never improve. No matter what i do my performance is lacking and my skills are forever lackluster.

Warm up before games! Even just 100 bots (strafe) on range with the guardian (or maybe marshall, if you like that sort of thing) can really help you out!

When I meet God I will ask him if I ever was talanted at anything. I will ask him if I've reached my full potential. I dont fear being told no. I fear that he will nod, for that means I was meant to forever struggle in the ocean of mediocrity, just to sink to the suffocating bottom of it.

Stay positive and dont be toxic! Any game can be won, but if you punch yourself or someone else down, thats just gonna make them play worse. Encourage your team!

Anyway that's about everything! Ive played since beta and have years of cs experience so I know what im talking about here.

Here's my tracker if you guys don't believe me 😉😉