Im a very antsy person and Im very much the "if I don't win, I'm a failure" kinda person. I want to actually try and play val with my boyfriend, but I'm worried I'll mess up and disappoint him. Do you have any tips for beginners?

Edit: thank you guys, this was helpful. :))

Edit 2; we played, it was awesome.i got three kills and he was so proud of me!! I just had to get over the jitters. Within two games I wasn't even following him everywhere anymore! I'm excited to keep playing with him