i dont get the point of playing if im just gonna lose 50% of my skill/reaction time/ability to focus whenever I take a break from this game for a week...

I can't play this game every day, it becomes a chore and i have other important shit to focus on and I genuinely can't enjoy this game cause the hour I comeback to it, I get absolutely demolished and I'm just forced to watch the game go by since im dead 90% of the time. People really play this shit 24/7 that you can't even compete at lower ranks, it's absolutely insane.

I play swiftplay here and there but I wish I can play unrated or comp