My aim is… not great. But my game sense? Also not great.

I make a lot of mistakes, I don’t clear enough corners, I get tunnel vision. But sometimes… sometimes I get an ace shooting lasers OUT OF MY FINGERS and I’ll chase that high until my dad finally tells me he’s proud of me.

But that’s not what I want to talk about — it’s that I don’t know what the hell to do as Neon, especially in bronze/silver lobbies.

I’ve memorized a bunch of wall/concuss lineups. I’ve watched Victor and Alfajer. “I can get us on site,” I say to my team.

I entry. The wall is up, the corners blasted… now what? I slide through? Maybe it’s empty. Or maybe I get a jump scare from a brim that’s camping and wildly spraying me as I try to get my bearings.

And my team? Oh, they’re still back at the choke point, waiting for my wall to drop and the defenders to finish their flank.

How can I be more effective in this elo?

How do you hold a site on defense, other than getting flashed and praying to my god, then sprinting to the other site so I can get picked off mid by a lurking Omen?