I only play unrated now because my first and last comp game, I felt guilty that I couldn't do anything right. My aim was all over the place due to anxiety, the team was toxic and started chatting @ all to report me for throwing the game. But I wasn't throwing, I was just new and not good.

Currently, I'm still not good but I've improved and want to try playing comp again, but I'm not sure if that's a good idea?

edit: okok, thank you for the advice guys!! I'll just play comp and ignore the chatbox if they ever start being toxic. have a nice day!