I've never had a point where i was doing very well for many days, only times when i would do bad. I have lost my mind almost 5 times now from the losing streaks ive had. Although i always get myself back up and i finaly got to my diamond rank up game, first time. But no, the enemies are ascendants/high diamonds while my team are boosted melons that are toxic af and ofc i got on a losing streak again. This has happened so many times where i win a couple games , i get nice people were chilling and the game i need the most i get some 10 yro toxic melons and 3 instalock duelist that have no idea what planet theyre on. It feels like valorant puts me at a dissadvantage at the most important moments. I also cant practice much in deathmatch cuz im always the worst player there, ill be there checking players profiles 1 by 1 and theyre all ascendant-radiant while my plat ass is just tryna get some practice in, and i dont even learn anything from those deathmaches, they just have some of the best aim i have ever seen. After all of this i strongly think that valorant intentionaly starts fucking you up, throw you under the bus etc. at this point its not even fun anymore, even after many breaks the same shit just repeats.