I'm a girl and I really like this game. But somehow I can't bring myself to play it because I'm so scared of judgement. Everytime I play standard, I start shaking and will start panicking which will lead to me eventually exiting the match....

I just cant win. Ive lost 11 out of 12 games. Im not saying that im top fragging, but im usually 3rd or 2nd frag. I know its not always about kills, but i think im doing alright, nothing special. I soloq, i know thats part of the problem al...