I have a bad game and suddenly all my will to play is gone, I feel dogshit and I play dogshit and idk what to do but im told to keep playing if i really want to improve. It just that sometimes I miss shots that I know I can hit and react...

I don't understand why this happens so much. Played 5 games yersdarday. 4 out of 5 in ranked had a leaver. I just played a match where as soon as we were close to winning, two of my teammates abandoned/afkd in spawn. Makes me not want to pl...