I am diamond 2 rn and usually play omen, but I feel like every single time I play I always bottom frag because I constantly whiff. I believe this to be due to me going into every gunfight thinking that I'm going to lose it. I feel like due...

I have played many games before in lower ranks ( bronze, silver ) and the moment a little kid sees a reaver vandal on the floor they pull out their knife, run over to the gun, only to get caught in crossfire of the enemy and instantly die....

I lost more than -200rr in 1 day. Was 1 win away from Immortal 3 (my peak), then dropped all the way down to Diamond 3.