When I use a duellist and enter round after round, even going so far as planting the spike and basically putting myself on a plater for being killed first, my team will say I'm the worst player, I'm bad, etc etc because my k/d is bad. If I...

Iron 1 here, i js got my cheeks clapped and i dont want to play this game anymore. Any tips to keep grinding?

The map has been out for about 2 months. Yes the map can be confusing and it isn’t my favorite, but literally it gets dodged every time. The map is in the game, can we just play it?