So i've been low immo 3 for the past 3 acts, and am currently in the biggest slump i've ever experienced. Ever since the start of the new act, i've been playing really bad, pretty much struggling to get +10 kills in a game. This act i haven't managed to get above low immo 1, and i'm currently on the verge to derank to asc 2. Close to all the games i win, is because i get carried by the team. When playing deathmatch i do good, but as soon as i go into comp games i'm back to playing horrendously.

For the past 10 years, gaming has been my free space where i get away from everyday stress, but the way i'm currently playing makes me feel genuinly depressed. My mental is usually really good when playing, but after so many games where i feel like i have no contribution towards winning, it's gone completely down the gutter. 2 bad rounds, and my mental is completely ruined. Just earlier today i was sitting with tears in my eyes after yet another horrible game, which feels so embarassing to say.
How the hell do i fix this shit??