I have prime spectre in my shop rn but I don’t have any money. Is there a chance it can come back or is it gone forever?

Before riot implemented the anti-smurf patch I was gold 1. Since then I have been struggling through bronze 2-3 and maxing at silver 2. Every game I play in has at least one smurf of by my guess high gold-mid plat. Recently I played a match...