I'm stuck at silver. I feel like I have the skill to reach gold because usually i match mvp or team mvp, like almost all the time, but then I lose a match and it just goes downhill. I get really mad and play really bad. I've tried to tell myself to stop playing after losing once but when it actually happens it feels like I lose control and just try playing again. Btw i dont blame my teammates or annoy them or anything i just get really mad at myself. Any advice?