I really want to improve in valorant, I really do, but its so hard bouncing back after warming up for 30 mins then bottom fragging the first comp game every time i try to have a session, its really demotivating, idk how you guys bounce back after that. I really like using Jett, Ive watched many tutorials, and vod reviews on YouTube on how to play Jett, but all that knowledge is thrown out the window during games, which leads me to do the most braindead things man kind has ever seen.

Dont get me started with gun fights, I always lose "free kills" and the most easiest shots to hit, its like all that training in the range and a DM or two was all just for waste.

A recurring pattern in my comp games is that I am SUCH a slow starter for example, first half im 4-12 and usually ends up finishing the game with 17-20, idk how to fix this too (this one bothers me the most).

I also always try to queue for 2-3 games a day but that does not work at all, I always feel mentally drained after the first game and call it a night. Sometimes even when I make time to play valorant I just avoid it and im usually just in the shooting range for 10 mins before i chicken out, and exit to desktop, I have also dabbled around with AimLabs too, but have not found it to be helping at all. I have also watched countless videos on performance anxiety and have tried to apply the things ive learned from those videos (exercise, breathing).

Maybe this game isnt for me, but at the same time everytime i watch streamers play this game it pumps me up to play some val, I try to have fun while playing, but all these issues i run to just pushes me down, I feel like I have the worst mentality, I do want to be consistent, and it sucks I only find enjoyment and the rush is when I am top fragging (which is a horrible mindset).

Heres my tracker if you guys want to see :)) https://tracker.gg/valorant/profile/riot/steEZy%23AZ70/overview?season=all