To be honest I was always scared of playing comp because of the toxic people but today I was playing competitive because I was bored and I got the sweetest people ever. I needed to go to inject insulin rq and when I came back I was the last...

I have such an ingrained habit in me to view my own gameplay negatively that I struggle to enjoy this game anymore. I want to play, but it upsets me to be the reason my team will lose the game all the time, and even when I do well, it doesn...