i personnally do not care if you are better than me/doing better than me, dont micromanage me, i cant properly when someone has their hand on mine while im playing

First and foremost, no, this isn't a joke, I actually wanna improve my mental. I need to point out tho, I'm not toxic when people are having bad plays, I'm the "reactionary toxic" if someone is being toxic I'll start dissing them and being...