I can’t have fun in this game anymore. I peaked D2 this act but now I’m hardstuck P3. I take competitive games seriously but almost every time I lose or play bad either I lose my confidence or get mad. Sometimes I become toxic to my teammat...

Is it me or is this game unplayable for casuals in it's current state? I am not even bad at the game but even spike rush and unrated feel like a sweat fest of people that aim train for 12 hours a day and stuff.