I've been playing since beta and I've pretty much been hardstuck gold the entire time.

I watch tons of videos and do tons of research in terms of what I need to do to improve.

The thing is knowing really what I'm doing well and what I'm not doing so well. Like I understand vods can be helpful, but there is so much going on sometimes its hard to take away what actually went wrong and what actually went well. Like its just a complete shit show of information all in your face at once, and picking out good data is kind of a mess. Then also separating the "well you just got lucky/unlucky" moments from the actual actionable bits.

I would be over the moon if I could hit plat, but I think I might dwell in gold forever lol