I’m new to the game so not sure if the night market is new or not, hope everyone got some sweet deals

Yesterday every like 6th or 5th server was bad. Today its like im lucky to get a decent server.... Like all shots going thru ppls heads, running inaccuracy while standing still, Dying around corners, getting prefire killed before i peek....

How do I get rid of/ get over my pre-game anxiety? All I wanna do is play competitive to improve but I cant help but feel like I dont want to play as I stare at the queue button. Im usually trying to solo queue bc most of my friends are alw...