I know you're going to tell me not to use one, but seriously is there any way to just use the peripheral I'm comfortable with in this game or is it just a lost cause for me?

I had a 3 month break from valorant before i had this break i was playing really good i hit my peak and then i stopped ​ then i had a VERY uncomfy feeling while aiming comming back to valorant 2 weeks ago normally this feeling goes...