So 6 months ago I was someone who was high all the time inside my shared flat with random dudes. And since lockdown and wfh, I just did my work, and got high in my free times.

Now I play Valorant, and sometimes I played when I was high and I realised how slow I actually am when I'm high, compared to what I thought... People would come, one tap me and leave and I could do nothing, my decisions were bad, my confidence was broken.. and now I hate getting high, cause I can't play Valorant then... I sometimes still end up getting high and playing Valorant, and it makes me hate it even more.

I'll soon quit, leaving my shared flat for good.