After 3 months of feeling garbage and worthless with all of the things happening around me(ICU for 10 days, schoolwork, my day was shitty every day, starting to wonder when the good things will happen). Those good days would never come. Every single day after being beat down by life I would play VALORANT all night all day 15 hours on end. It was the only thing that keeps me from breaking down and commiting suicide. I don't care about anything anymore for that it was the useless me who brought myself to this point. All I care about is VALORANT and I don't think I will climb up this deep ocean.

To life, let us clink our glasses.

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