I don’t know if this is just something that I worry about personally, but I’ve always been self-conscious about how well I do in front of my friends/internet friends. I get that this subreddit might not be the right place to ask this sort of question but I’ll do it anyway.

I do better when soloqing than when I queue with my friends for some reason, and I‘m always afraid that this will cause them to stop inviting me to join. I’m either bot fragging or whiffing a lot and would always die in a 1v1; causing our team to lose. I feel like I’m never reliable in a team which could lead to my friends to stop playing with me ever again.

Would they actually stop inviting me or am I thinking too much?

Edit: I’m not at all that bad (they know that) but recently, I’ve been doing worse than usual and I was worried they’d stop inviting me because of my performance. I don’t think they would ditch me but I would still like to know your opinions.