I'm sitting in gold 3 theorizing about which team comps and strats that are viable, taking long walks calculating how long you can stall a defuse with lineups and discussing pro play like I actually have a clue what they are doing.

Like who am I kidding. I should just shut up and play whatever agent mostly fits my playstyle until I reach a high enough rank to actually know what the heck I''m doing.

Sorry for venting, but it just feels like this game is taking over my life, and I'm not even good at it haha. Doesn't help that I've used 350$ on skins either.

Lockdown really do be hitting me hard.