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This shit has been fucking me up mentally, I keep trying everyday and at this point I probably have more than 2k hours in this shitty game. I've worked on everything ranging from counter-strafing, pre-aiming, crosshair placement, utility usage, watched countless of youtube videos telling me how shitty my game sense is, comms and much more. But yet when I go in game, my brain kinda goes monkey mode and I don't know what happens, I’ll go on a 3-4 game win streak then 5 loss and lose more than I gained. It's so fucking demotivating since my friend (who rarely plays any video games) just ranked up to diamond 2 last night. This game is supposed to be fun right? cuz I don't know what the fuck is happening.