Really how. My aim is fine but my gaming sense is literally shit. I always play alone so I end up with random people and they are usually friends or just all solo. When they spectate me or use their mic I go " fuck fuck what do I do again "...

So, usually when I play with friends I'm just a "bottleneck" and I can tell neither of us really has fun. I mean, when you have 0 experience with fps games and especially tactical shooters it's a little hard to be on the same level as other...